Its all About music

22/6/2011-part 2

2011-06-22T01:02:00.000-07:00

Dear dairy,how hard today for me..jst being informed by my fellow friends, they said, my report assignments will be deducted 50% from the mark itself..why??they said my reports are copy righted with other..so sad~~im the one yg membuat separuh nywa, markah ku yang di deduct..if only i attained today lecture..ku kan membuat tindakan..

"wandy, mliat ku report mu,tolong eh..ku lum b.buat"na di bagi kana ucap belakng2ambung lah apa..diri minta tolong dbagitau" eh, na dpt copy paste x uh,buat sendri"rasa bh~y im so so nice to them??y na tesurung hatiku kn na membgi?agh,this pissed me off..50 percent deduct,let say i get low mark, so ill go in hell lah rasanya tu..

" a man who always love friends, r they will be in heaven later?""(

22/6/2011

2011-06-22T00:14:00.000-07:00

Dear diary,today..im a bit regret for what my post before..its irritating someone and im so sorry..dont worry the earlier post have been deleted. aku maseh berharap pada yang tak akan dpt happen-berharap masa akan kembali k seminggu yg lalu.berharap apa yng happen hari ni hnyalah khayalan dan mimpi sahaja.ku mahu mengenalimu secara lebih dekat. i know im supposed not to tell u my feeling earlier. im better not to hear someone advice in case of this love feeling. kesalahan memperbaikan seseorng,meluruskan hidupnya dengan yg lebih baik lagi kan~

im really want to know u more..aku merindukan mu.until now,ku maseh ingat pa segala jokes kita,tawa kita yg paling ku ingat segala nyanyian/lagu yang ku berikan padamu.ku na kan dpt lupa semua itu. she sering kata upah2 with (in love emote) making me tersenyum, tertwa kecil..oh God~andai kata ku mampu mengubah masa.tetapi tidak mampu berbuat begitu..

ku namau menyakitkan mana2 belah pihak, ku namau kehilangan kwn"(,ku namau..sakit..perinsip hidup yang ku pegang na kan ku lupakan.Friendship,loyalty and caring nakan ku belot dlm hidupku. jika itu ku beloti, mohon pada tuhan agar ku balik k dri asalku..ku meminta seibu maaf dan kemaafan padamu dan semua yg terlibat..dia buat ku aman, bahagia tertawa,senyum, di atas pa yang dia buat pat aku..i knw its still awal tuk berharap cintanya dpt ku kecapi, at least aku diberikan peluang tuk mengenalinya..im so caring at u. sudah mejadi lumrah idup manusia ada perasaan jeles or negatif thinking, even we did try to ignore it, human cnt neva run away from it. so far away us from jeleousy, we did at the end still experencing it.

"aku merindukanmu,menyanyngimu"
"semakin hari ku try mau jauhi perasaan itu"
"semakin hari ku terasa sakitnya"
"kehilangan kwn,bagaikan kehilangan perinsip idupku"
"all i want is to be like before"
"tuhan tolong aku"
"bwa aku kjalan yang bagus bagi aku untuk harungi ini"

lyric lagu dari band dimasiv- mohon ampun aku,yg pada masa ini,ku merasakan aku dalam situasi dari ini:

mohon ampun aku
jika aku bersalah
mohon ampun aku
jika aku berdosa
*courtesy of LirikLaguIndonesia.net
aku bukan siapa-siapa
aku hanya manusia
yang tak lepas dari kesalahan

reff:
ku serahkan hidupku padamu
tuhan ampuni aku
ku memohon padamu
tunjukkan jalanmu

luahan hati

2011-06-21T04:43:00.000-07:00

"bagaimanakah aku ku lalui semua ini tanpamu"
"bagaimanakah ku akn harungi semua ini"
"aku merindukan mu"
"jn lh menjauh driku"
"aku bermohon.."
"berikanlah ku peluang mengenali dirimu"
"ku mau seperti dahulu"
"ku merindukan drimu yg dulu"
"kmana perginya kmu"
"hatiku sangat menangs mencri2mu"

Tahun ne raya na best ler

2008-10-11T21:10:00.002-07:00

Dear diarx,

Hari raya tahun ini...Na best lah,mengapa?Dy,tahun ne sibuk membuat persiapan untuk pindah rumah..Dy sendiri akui dy sendiri sibuk,sehingga dy rasa im nt prepared 4 upcoming xam..

Bg dy,raya tahun ne na best,b4 ramai my frens dtg beraya but ths year seorang pun na dpt dtg dgn alasan tdk tahu alamat rumah baru dy...Memang dy akui rumah dy susah tuk dilocate coz blum ada alamat yg tetap dbuat oleh kerajaan,cuma yg dpt diulaskn rumah dy berdekatan dgn penyembelihan ayam..

Hope tahun depan hari raya akan best lagi.

Rumah baru,jiran baru

2008-10-11T21:10:00.001-07:00

Dear diary,

€sudah genap 2 minggu sejak ku pindah rumah baru,best lah tinggal drumah baru..The neighbours are friendly n kind...Mereka masih ingat kami sekeluarga walaupun sudah lama tidak bertemu dengan mereka,last met probably when im in secondary..

Di kampung ku dulu before pindah rumah,jiran2 tdaklah semacam mereka,tetapi bolehlah dianggap jiran yg bek..But jiran dkampong dtmpt rumah baruku sememangnya lagi peramgh dan mesra,even jarak rumah diantara kami sekurang2nya 3 km,jauh jua lah if jln kaki..1 of them mempelawa aku tinggal wth them..Im shock when i heard that..

Syukur kepada tuhan,moga-moga mereka sekeluarga aman sentosa

zuki mcm mana gmbar ne best ker?

2008-07-29T05:16:00.000-07:00

zuki mcm mana gmbr ne ok ke?aku ska

aneh aku tidak mengerti kamu

2008-07-29T04:58:00.000-07:00

Kau bagaikan bayang-bayang yang sentiasa ku kejar namun tidak tertangkap
Aneh..mengapa kau ini susah hendak didekati
bejuta ragam macam fikiran yang bermian di fikiranmu
Aku sendiri tidak memahamimu

Aneh juga bila ku mendapati kau selalu bersedih
bersusah payah menutup kesedihan hatimu
Em...apa perlu ku buat hanya merenungmu secara curi-curi
berdoa semoga kau tidak melihat aku merenungmu

Mengapakah sesuatu itu susah hendak kita dapati lebih-lebih lagi soal cinta?
Angan-angan tidak kesampaian tidak jemu mengisi ruang hatiku
namun realiti tuk mengambil cintamu itu tidak pernah kesampaian
Hanya kesedihan sahaja yang datang.

kembali daripada tidur yg panjang

2008-07-29T04:42:00.000-07:00

Lama dah na buka blog and posting,bukannya apa, bnyk keraja dan xams are coming soon.I dont have much time to relax and enjoy. Ramai my friends tanya2 kemana menghilangnya aku.Aku tak kemana-mana hanya menyakitkan otak tuk revision.Haha..So friends apa khabar?bek2bek ja kan?haha..

btw ain you want to follow me tuk mengikuti aksi breakdance.mau??haha..apa lah,haha..nnti ku mengacau blogmu.akan ku lawat nnti.Btw mister marzuki the great pervert,haha,ne aku dah post something..btw zuki thnks for becoming our entertain in klas,since ko ada everthng change and i usually loe that.you know what your capable to do,that is being the entertainer.

breakdance

2008-06-22T22:21:00.000-07:00

my second group members want to show off their breakdance,But neither of them can challenge me yet..Xp, Masa tu siuk lah breakdance di jerudong playground.hari tu na ramai org,sanag kan sjow off sikit. P ug effect yg kami dpt hanya Sakit tangan n salah urat.sakit to..

Oops..pandai2-pandai pilih kawan

2008-06-21T00:53:00.000-07:00

wHen someone who you trust betrayed you.What do you feel?

1} happy
2} sad
3} angry

it depends for individual, but i choose not ever to trust someone so-so much..Mencari kawan biar pandai,jgn menyesal dikemudian hari.Cari seseorang kawan yang memahami kita , f kita da masalah that kwn 2 bantu kita,selalu mendampingi kita semasa kita bersedih dan dia mahu berkawan dengan kita seadanya.That is the real friends.

Teman-teman kita ini tidak semestinya orang ternama,asalkan dia Boleh di jadikan sebagai kawan yang memenuhi syarat2 tuk menjadi kawan.

to zanarkand

2008-06-19T19:28:00.000-07:00

try to play this tabs.enjoy it

E--0-----0-2-3-------------------------------------------
B----------------3-----------------0-0-0-0-----3-----1---
G------0-------------------2----------------2-------0----
D-----2----------0---0-2-4-------------2-4---------2-----
A----2-------3------0------0-------2-3------------3------
E--0-------2-------2-----------------------------0-------

E--0--0--0--0-----3---------0---0-3----------------------
B--------------3--------1--1---1-------------------------
G--------2--4----------0--0---0--------------------------
D--2--4---------------2--2-------------------------------
A--------------------3-----------------------------------
E-------------------0------------------------------------

E-------0---0-2-----3--2--0----0-------------------------
B------0--0--------0---------3---3------0----------------
G-----0-----------0----------0---------0-----------------
D----2-----------0--------------------2------------------
A---2-----------2--------------------2-------------------
E--0-----------3--------------------0--------------------

E-------0---0-2------3--2--3--5--3--5----7---------------
B------0--0---------0---------5---------8----------------
G-----0------------0-------0-----------7-----------------
D----2------------0--------------------------------------
A---2------------2------------0--------------------------
E--0------------3----------------------------------------

E-------0---0-2-----3--2--0----0-------------------------
B------0--0--------0---------3---3------0----------------
G-----0-----------0----------0---------0-----------------
D----2-----------0--------------------2------------------
A---2-----------2--------------------2-------------------
E--0-----------3--------------------0--------------------

E----------------------------------------0---0-3---------
B-------0-0-0-0---3------------------0--0---0------------
G--0-2----------2-----0-------------0--0---0-------------
D-----------------0------4--0--2---2--2------------------
A----0--2-2-2-2-0-----------------2----------------------
E--3---------------------------0-------------------------

E------7-7----5----3----2----10---10------5-----12----12--
B--5---7-7----5----3----3----10---10------5----------(12--
G--4-4-7-7----6----4----4----10---10------5---------------
D--5-----------------------0--0---------------------------
A-------------0-----------0---------------0---------------
E--0---7----------------2---------------------------------

E--7----5---3---2------------0---------------------------
B--8----5-------0----3------0----------------------------
G--7-----------------------0-----------------------------
D-------------------------2------------------------------
A------------------------2-------------------------------
E-----------------------0--------------------------------

E-------0---0-2----3--2--0----0--------------------------
B------0--0--------0---------3---3------0----------------
G-----0----------------------0---------0-----------------
D----2--------------------------------2------------------
A---2--------------------------------2-------------------
E--0--------------------------------0--------------------

E-------0---0-2------3--2--3--5--3--5----7---------------
B------0--0---------0---------5---------8----------------
G-----0------------0-------0-----------7-----------------
D----2------------0--------------------------------------
A---2------------2------------0--------------------------
E--0------------3----------------------------------------

E-------0---0-2-----3--2--0----0-------------------------
B------0--0--------0---------3---3------0----------------
G-----0-----------0----------0---------0-----------------
D----2-----------0--------------------2------------------
A---2-----------2--------------------2-------------------
E--0-----------3--------------------0--------------------

E----------------------------------------0--0-3----------
B-------0-0-0-0---3-----------------0---0--0-------------
G--0-2----------2-----0------------0---0--0--------------
D-----------------------4--0--2---2---2------------------
A----0--2---2--------------------2-----------------------
E--3-----------------------------------------------------

E--0----7--7---5---3----2-----2----10---10---------------
B-------8--8---5--------2-----2----10---10---------------
G-----0-7--7---------------------------------------------
D----2---------------------------------------------------
A---2----------0-----------------------------------------
E--0---------------3-3--2--2--2---------10---------------

E--------------0---0--0--0-------------------------------
B---------0---0---0--0--0--------------------------------
G--------0---0---0--0--0---------------------------------
D-------2---2---2----------------------------------------
A------2---2---------------------------------------------
E--0--0----------------0-0~~~----------------------------

E----7----13---13----------5----12-----12--------10----------
B---7----------13---------5------------12--------------------
G--7---------------------5-----------------------------------
D------------------------------------------------------------
A------------------------------------------------------3---2-
E------------------------------------------------10--------2-

E-------0-------3--3--2--0--------5---5--------------0---3---
B------0-------0------------3---------------------1----------
G-----0-------0------------------------------0--0------------
D----2-------0--------------0---------------2--2-------------
A---2-------2-------------------------0----3-----------------
E--0-------3-------3--2-------------------0--------------3---

E--5-----------------4-----------------------------4----9----
B--6----6-------(5)------0-------0-------------6-------------
G--7--------7----6-----------1------------6------------------
D--------------------------------------6---------------------
A------------------------2-----------4-----------------------E------------------------------------------------------------

versailles

2008-06-18T19:40:00.000-07:00

This japanese rock band also one of my favourite band,They music influence with symphonic metal,neo classic and heavy metal.Really like the costume and mostly i like The way they dress especially the lead guitarist and the singer

aims to succed

2008-06-17T02:57:00.000-07:00

What is the taste of my tears that mix with the blood
What is the freedom without the truth of peace?
Many have already die in vain catching the freedom
Lies,hatred,violence already stained our world of decay.

Hands already trembling when blood stain the hands
hope that never ever comes true, Cry under the dark with moon appeared in wolf-raven
winds that hitting the face
carving the scars of sorrow.

in the dream
his shadow flying over the world,seeing thing in the past
aims to change his way of life
he tried so much,until he success
now he live forever with his family

finally the day is come

2008-06-17T02:01:00.000-07:00

Yeah..finally i manage to join with my old friends tomorrow.I miss them a lot..about 2 years we havent met since the day we end our studying.yeah..2morrow,what must i do?emm..A!!!, will make a surpise to them.i will show my new car to them..haha,do they still recognise me?i hope so

everything already taken thier owin steps to the future but i taken to the stairway to heaven:p.Stairway to heaven is the best song for me..Kinda hard to follow what jimmy page has done with his guitar to produce that song.Jimmy page quite an awesome guitarist.i will succeed him someday:p

tommorrow i will wear my own created costume,hope i can Wear a costume like zaki of versailles(japanese band).quite a skillful guitarist.yeah lastly ImI..till the end

to zanarkand

2008-06-17T01:26:00.001-07:00

Final Fantasy x song,to zanarkand is quite good to play..its bit classical and i love the game.try to search the tabs on the ultimate guitar.i bet its preety cool sound.

Planning yo!!!

2008-06-13T16:56:00.000-07:00

Cuti sekolah ane, Mudahan jua siuk salnya banyak plan dah kan ku buat,Masa2 bru sikit plan yg dalam fikiranku p sekarang Mcm-mcm dah seperti:

1) first day to end of holday ku plan men guitar about 3-4 hours

2) Then aku with my members,bangsat plannig to go to the mall to do riot and want to try a life as prankster.

3) Jalan2 with Gf,of course,

4) minggu pertama cuti sekolah masuk meminang

tu ja bru ku paln kan buat

holiday is coming soon

2008-06-09T19:13:00.000-07:00

Yeah holiday nearly come, happy tah ku ne..dpt tidur sepuas-puasnya.Tapi kan...if cuti ni nada aktiviti boring jua..Em..salah2..I hope something interesting to do in this holiday.

But one thing i wanna do is playing guitar to the limit.To enhance my skill i need to play a lot of guitar epecially that trivium song entitled " like light to the flies"that song preety hard to do,especially tym part lead guitar.i hope i can play as good as them.Being a guitarist is my dream.

i bear in my mind, i will good as matt heafy someday.

happy birthday to my uncle

2008-06-07T19:32:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was my uncle birthday,hepi birthday to him..This year banyak kenangan yang tak akan pernah hilang dalam ingatanku.

Uncle hope you happy always and be sure to be success selalu.

uncle,uncle tq for the food yesterday,nyaman eh..next year hope ada G..

i want guitar and drum

2008-06-05T00:04:00.000-07:00

i really2 want to have an electric guitar.Hope someday i can buy it.

i have seen many guitar advertisment somewhere in magazine,

internet and all of them

haunting me to get one of them.

Also i want to have one drum for me to release my tension.If i have one no doubt,i will over the moon.so i will capable both playing guitar and drum.Anyway i like being a drummer and guitarist,eventhough playing a guitar is really awesome especially playing one

of Eternal tears of sorrow song,The river flow frozen.

Live as an artistic is so exciting.

xam-xam!

2008-06-02T22:56:00.000-07:00

tadi Exam eng..Its tough..beri malas rasanya kan xam..Na pandai Pass lagi tu.Bla tah kan pass,hope this tym i manage to get 'o'. Em..lalah memikirkan xam ani..Xam abis tah ko e..i hope i can manage to pass in all of my xam this year.

maths jua satu,lagi teruk daripada eng.Aku f xam maths,aku akan dapat sakit kepala,mulalah aku damam..mcm last year..teruk kan..huh..

Surprise birthday party

2008-05-29T22:58:00.000-07:00

Hari ni merupakan satu hari yang penuh makna.my family telah mengadakan sebuah surpise birthday party for me and my little bro.We have same D.O.B. Now i'm getting old enough aven to blow off the candle.Malu tu adalah, ramai orang liat,lagipun aku dah dewasa untuk menyambut hari jadi.Bukan aku tak suka namun rasa malu itu yang membuatkandy rasa tidak yenteram.

Parti hari jadi tiu sungguh meriah.Itulah parti hari jadi yang meriah sekali yang pernah aku alami.My cousin pun turut datang,gembira hati melihat mereka datang ke parti hari jadiku.lebih-lebih lagi mereka sanggup dari jauh datang demi menmeriahkan parti hari jadi saya.One thing i would not forget is one of my cousin memberikan hadiah yang selam-lama ini yang menjadi idamanku unutk aku miliki>Senanag rasa hati apabila diberi hadiah.Hari yang penuh bermakna dalam hidupku.

em..apa baik tajuknya..

2008-05-29T12:59:00.000-07:00

Dia telah hilang arah tuju
membawa dirinya ke alam nyata yang bagaikan mimpi
itulah nasibnya
merana setiap hari untuk menunggu cintanya dibalas

kerinduan menikam Jiwanya
Setiap hari terkenangkan gadis berbaju merah
Dia comel berlesung pipit
baik perangai serta lemah lembut

Sekwana burung berterbangan di taman bunga
mereka bernyanyi merdu,berkicauan mesra
Walaupuan sesuah mana sekalipun
dia sanggup meharungi ombak dilaut demi menyatakan isi hatinya.

Cerpen- Tidak sekali-kali putus asa.

2008-05-27T05:25:00.000-07:00

Bahagian 1
Suasana hari ini Cerah,Muiz baru sahaja pulang daripada bermain futsal.Ini adalah hari pemilihan bagi mereka dalam menentukan siapa yang bakal ke menjuarai pertandingan futsal bagi 18 tahun kebawah.
"adakah team kita akan berhasil menjuarai Pertandingan ini muiz?"tanya Khairi iaitu sahabat Karibnya
" mungkin," Ujar muiz
" semangat dan keyakinan perlu ada bagi menjuarai pertandingan ini,Daus menyampuk.
Mereka menamakan team mereka sebagai "ceberus",diantaranya ialah Daus,Muiz,Khairi,Arif,Ti dan Hanif.Shah dan Azim hanyalah permain tambahan.
Seminggu lagi perlawanan akan bermula,mereka semua masing-masing sibuk dengan pelbagai persediaan.Mereka berlatih bersungguh demii menyuarai pertandigan yang di ajurkan ini.
" jikalau kita menang dalam pertandingan ini,apa kamu akan buat Ti?"
" AKu..Aku..Mungkin akan menghasah lagi skill dalam permainanku,kot-kot one day dapat masuk dalam liga Perdana inggeris.

Bahagian 2
Pertandingan sudah bermula,team ceberus telah ketinggalan satu mata daripada team yang mereka lawan.Sekarang minit ke 80,minit yang sangat kritikal bagi team ceberus.
" Alamak!bagaimana ini?"
Kata-kata Muiz itu mengejutkan khairi
"Bagaimana?"
"Muiz percaya kepada diri sendiri dan yakin kita akan beroleh kemenangan di saat-saat genting.
Muiz mencuba Menendang bola dengan sepakan kencangnya mengenakan palang goal mengakibatkan bola itu mengantul ke sisi Daus.Ini merupakan peluang terbaik bagi dau untuk menjaringkan goal.
" Goal!!!!"
" Yeah...!!mereka semua dalam kegembiraan"
"yeah kita telah menjuarai Pertandingan ini",ujar Khairi" terima kasih atas Usaha kalian
Tanpa berputus asa dan yakin dengan diri sendiri,mereka telah menjuarai pertandingan ini dan mereka digelar sebagai team futsal no. 1 di dalam negari tersebut.

Cerpen-cintaku begitu besar

2008-05-27T03:52:00.000-07:00

Bahagian 1

Hujan sudah turun ketika aku hendak pulang dari tempat kerjanya. Itulah aku,seorang yang selamba sahaja,petah bercakap apabila dia telah diperlawa untuk berbicara,sepuluh kena tanya dia jawab dengan 10 jawapan.Aku adalah seorang ahli korporat yang berjaya. Hujan mendayu-dayu menangis dengan lebatnya menyebabkan penglihatanku tidak jelas dan dia terpaksa memberhentikan kereta di tepi jalan.
“oh apa punya nasib!’ “ paksalah aku berhenti sekejap kot-kot lerailah hujan ini”
“ Di waktu beginilah aku bertemu dengan Mia,”
Fikiranku menyimpang mengenai Mia.Entah mengapa tiba-tiba akuteringatkan dia.
“Mungkin hujan lebat ini mengingatkan masa lampauku,”ujarku
“Disinilah aku bertemu dengan Mia,peristiwa hitam yang mengeruhkan jiwaku pada ketika itu.”
Sedih bagi aku apabila mengenangkan peristiwa tersebut.Seolah-olah Pisau cukur yang bersembunyi di hatinya.
“ Hujan sudah berhenti men angis, baik aku pulang saja”lagipun mak sudah menunggu,ujarnya.

Bahagian 2

Aku sudah pulang,kejadian imbas kembali tadi telah menghantuinya.Ada-ada saja kisah silam itu mahu keluar daripada minda namun di tahannya supaya dia tidak mengingati peristiwa tersebut.Dia membisu sambil bersandar di atas katilnya.Fikiranku semakin jauh dan akhirnya menyimpang kepada Mia.
Mia adalah kekasihku, kekasih pertamaku yang membawa seribu makna kepada hidupku.Aku bertemu dengan Mia semenjak dari sekolah rendah lagi dan aku menyintai dia apabila aku memberitahu perasaanku kepadanya.Aku ingat kerika itu aku terlampau gembira,cintaku yang tulus telah diterima.Mia adalah segalanya-galanya bagiku,ku sanggup harungi api yang membara untuk menggapai cintanya.
Satu hari,” Mia aku ingin melamarmu!” “ sudikah kau menjadi teman hidupku?”
Ketika itu aku dapat merasakan debaran jantungku yang berdengup dengan kencang.Mia tidak menjawab pertanyaanku namun dari segi raut wajahnya terukir wajah bersetuju dengan cadanganku.
“ok, kalau begitu minggu depan aku meminangmu”

Bahagian 4

Tibalah waktu perkahwinan kami,sedang aku bersiap-siap terjadi satu peristiwa yang begitu menyedihkan. Mia telah menipuku, melukakan hatiku sehingga aku tergamam dibuatnya.Mia yang ku kenali selam ini hanya seorang pendusta dan penyampai hati.Aku menemukan sepucuk surat mengatakan Mia tidak mahu mengahwiniku kerana dia menyukai kekasih pertamanya.
“Sial,Keparat,mengapa nasibku begini?”
“Mia apa salahku sehingga kau memperlakukanku seperti begini?”
“Aku mencintaimu dengan sepenuh bati!”Ceh! mengapa aku boleh bertemu dengan wanita sekejammu?”
Aku tidak dapat menahan kwediahanku, dan bertekad untuk menghabisakan sahaja sisa-sisa hidupku dengan mati yang bermakna tetapi atas nasihat keluarga aku ambil iktibar sahaja apa yang terjadi.

Bahagian 5

Aku sudah melupakan peristiwa itu semenjak 2 tahun aku tidak bertemu dengannya.Ada khabar mengatakan dia telah berpisah dengan kekasih pertamanya kerana tidak sehaluan.peristiwa hujan lebat itu telah mengenangkan kembali peristiwa hitamku dan tanpa mataku sudah berair.

Keesokkan harinya, aku pergi ketempat yang biasa kami kunjungi.Aku berharap dapat bertemu dengan Mia sekali lagi.
“Oh!wanita itu macam pernah ku jumpa” em..siapa ah?”
Tiba-tiba mulutku berkata sendiri
“M…ia….Mia…adakah itu awak?”
Dia menoleh ke belakang dan tidak syak lagi dia adalah Mia yang selama ini ku kenal.Aku merasa gembira dan berdoa agar cintaku sebelumnya dapat berputik kembali.

TAMAT

Diperbuat oleh wandy

Cerpen-kehilanganmu membawa seribu makna bagiku

2008-05-27T03:46:00.000-07:00

Bahagian 1

Setiap hari aku pergi ke tempat kerja bersama dengan Qamarul iaitu sahabat karibku semenjak kami di bangku sekolah lagi.Qamarul adalah seorang anak bungsu di antara lima orang adik-beradiknya,dia seorang ‘Business man’ sama seperti saya. Saya menganggap Qamarul adalah sebagai adik ,setiap hari kami menghabiskan masa terluang kami bersama-sama dan jarang sekali kami bergaduh,sekalipun kami bergaduh bukannya disimpan di dalam hati.
Qamarul dan saya pada asalnya bercadang hendak menyatupadukan syarikat perniagaan kami berdua supaya mendatangkan lebih banyak hasil dan keuntungan. Perjumpaan para semua kakitangan syarikat telah diadakan pada pukul 2 hari itu,iaitu hari Isnin. Mesyuarat berjalan dengan lancar,masing-masing bersetuju untuk menyatukan dua syarikat. Qamarul dan saya juga bersetuju.
“ Apa agaknya kita akan usahakan supaya syarikat kita mendapat keuntungan yang memuaskan kelak’ ujar saya.Apa kata syarikat saya menjual produk kecantikan wanita?” idea yang sangat bernas marul. Saya pula hendak menjual kereta,”adakah ini ok marul?”ya tertakluk awak sendiri.Dengan itu kami bersetuju dengan cadangan tersebut.
Setiba saya dirumah saya dikejutkan dengan suasana keluarga,rupa-rupanya adik saya Fatimah matanya pedih akibat terkena percikan lada.lalu saya pergi mandi dan selesai makan saya langsung tidur disebakan terlalu letih.

Bahagian 2

“Nampaknya marul,cadangan kita membuahkan keuntungan yang sangat besar!’
Dia tergelak keriangan menunjukkan mukanya yang penuh dengan mood gembira.
“Mana tidaknya awak yang memberi cadangan begini,benar kan Wandy?
Aku menganggguk sambil tersenyum keriangan.Ternyata cadanganku membuahkan hasil dan saham syarikat kami pun naik menjunam.
Perniagaan kami semakin maju,kami bercadang hendak membuka cawangan baru dekat dengan Bandar walaupun kosnya agak mahal namun itu berbaloi.Pelbagai detik-detik manis berkerja dengan syarikat Qamarul apatah lagi kami sudah seperti adik beradik.
“Marul,apa awak akan buat apabila kita sudah menjadi jutawan suatu hari nanti?’
“saya mahu menjadi seorang tauke terkemuka,”haha..
“Marul pun begitu jua mahu menjadi tauke,dengan itu marul dapat selalu bersama dengan awak.

Mendengar kata-kata Qamarul,hatiku terharu,mahu sahaja aku menangis dihadapannya namun aku mengetahui dia akan mentertawai aku.

Bahagian 3

Sebulan sudah kerja-kerja pembinaan bagi cawangan baru kami, dalam jangka masa yang terdekat lagi secara keseluruhan kerja-kerja pembinaan akan siap. Kenangan yang tidak akan pernah dilupakan sewaktu kami berdua sama-sama menolong para kontraktor untuk menyiapkan kerja-kerja pembinaan.
Hari jadi saya hendak menjelang tiba tidak lagi lama,harap-harap Marul dapat datang ke parti hari jadinya.
“Eh, bukankah itu marul?,ujar saya
“ Marul.oi…marul, kesini sekejap,ada hal penting hendak ku katakana”
“ Apa dia wan?
“ Ni, nak mengundang saudara untuk pergi ke parti hari jadi saya,datang yer…
“ Of course,I’ll come..
Tibalah malam pesta tersebut,suasananya riah bagaikan nelayan menjual ikan-ikan di pasar.Namun, Kelibat marul tidak kelihatan.Jemputan semakin ramai yang datang tetapi marul masih juga tidak dapat datang.Tiba-tiba,teleponku berdering.
“Hello, who’s this speaking?”
Wan!wan!, help me,come to kianggeh wet market,come quickly!
Aku pergi meninggalkan parti hari jadiku dan bergegas menuju ke tempat Marul.Marul apa yang terjadi padamu! Jangan buat aku risau.Aku tiba di tempat tujuan,ku lihat tidak ada orang disana.Aku melihat seorang lelaki telah berbaring di atas tanah
“oh,Marul!!!what happened?”
“Ada orang tikam aku tadi dari belakang
Aku panik,tidak tahu untuk buat apa,lalu aku telepon ambulan

Bahagian 4

Aku mengikuti Marul di dalam ambulan.Dia sempat berkata kepadaku yang dia telah ditikam akibat telah beradu tenaga bersama dengan seorang pencuri.Aku menangis melihat keadaan dia,aku tidak mahu kehilangan dia.
Aku harap dia baik-baik sahaja.Tikaman pisau itu telah terkena di tempat yang sensitif,boleh menyebabkan kematian.Aku bertawakkal kepada Allah,belum sempat dia ke hospital,Marul telah kembali ke rahmatullah,meningalkan aku keseorangan.
“ Marul!!!!no……
“ Don’t die yet,we have some business to do regarding our new company and our business.
Marul!!!
Teriakanku hanyalah sia-sia.Marul telah pergi,ya Allah aku mohon agar dia berada bersama orang-orang yang diberkati. Ya Allah,tanpa dia aku tidak akn menjadi seperti sekarang.Marul!!!

Bahagian 5

“nak mari sini,kita lawat kubur kawan bapa,”ujar aku.
“ Napa ayah,napa ayah sedih nak kuar air mata?”
“ Nantilah habis pulang dari kubur bapa beritahu,”

TAMAT

is he my best friend?

2008-05-23T21:42:00.000-07:00

Happy birthday to me..Im getting old,but the spirit to achieve goal is rising..rising until my head blown up..hahah..one of my friend now with me, always be my side to support me..eventhough he's dummy like naruto.haha..but he's great and kind.yesterday i saw helping an old hag near the street,he's a nice dummy person who cares for someone who always near him.thanks to him,we are now best friend..

vomit remnants-my blessed sickness

2008-05-23T21:30:00.000-07:00

Masalah keluarga

2008-05-23T21:12:00.000-07:00

kami( our family) ada problem dengan salah seorang daripada keluarga tiri my dad.Ceritanya bermula apbila one of my cousin,my uncle yakni adi tiri my dad, suka kan one of my mum sister's daughter.so my uncle ni selalu kerumah kami,so mama uncle ku ni marah kan kami,ea ucap mamaku bagi makan na tantu2,i mean mcm di guna-guna.Then my mama ni,mengaga ea di kampungnya sampai one of her daughter who worked as an soldier kan menatak mamaku pkai permarang.Eatah sampai hari ini, na melayan even anaknya yang kan kahwin na mamaku mahu aga even during aidilfitri.

Whoa!what a life

2008-05-17T22:18:00.000-07:00

Here in this world
on the palm of my hand i see image of her
Dressing in red with gothic in her face
showing no emotion of human life.

No wonder when i see the stars and moon
my instinct to live is far away to reach.
Mind that yearn for peace
And Life that lie for freedom
Its hard for me to reach it.

blood stain child-freedom

2008-05-17T22:10:00.000-07:00

This is japanese melodic death metal

Kerana Seorang budak,dia mencairkan hatiku.

2008-05-17T21:23:00.000-07:00

Bru tadi aku melihat seorang budak yang berjual makanan yang terdiri daripada keropok-keropok.Sambil aku melihat budak itu, fikiran ku melayang memikirkannya..mengapakah budak tersebut menjadi begitu?menjual makanan dari satu tempat ke satu tempat disebuah gedung pasar mewah yang maju.Aneh!namun ku fikir dan fikirkan,then my mind terclick mengatakan berkemungkinan budak tersebut menolong keluarganya dalam mengedalikan masalah ekonomi bagi keluarganya.

Akan ku panggil budak tersebut tetapi dia sudah jauh berlalu pergi,hanya mahu menanyakan latar belakangnya.Ku merasa kesihan melihat budak itu berlalu pergi,budak itu sememangnya berhati mulia sanggup menolong keluarganya.Andai kata berjuta budak begitu amanlah dunia ini kerana apa yang mereka lakukan semenjak kecil akan dibawanya sewaktu mereka dewasa nanti terutama budi dan tatabahasa yang baik.

ibu dan ayah

2008-05-17T20:53:00.001-07:00

Ibu dan ayah

kita selalu didoakan

Bahagia dunia dan akhirat

Begitulah harapan mereka

hingga ke akhir hayat.

Ibu dan ayah

terlalu besar pengorbananmu

mendidik kami

membimbing kami

ke jalan yang benar

Jasa ibu dan ayah tidak dapat kami balas

walau dengan harta ataupun isi dunia ini.

lipas awas ko!

2008-05-16T07:41:00.000-07:00

Ku paling benci kan lipas....Lipas ini tidak pandai mati-matinya,aku cegah dah dengan pembunuh lipas namun masih juga ada. Dimanakah sarangnya aku tidak tahu..akan ku carai dimana sarangnya..Geram hati dibuatnya..huh

desperately want to meet her

2008-05-16T07:29:00.000-07:00

it has been 1 year since i not met her..what a life!im bored, i always seen her neaer her side but now only left is memories. It is hard to forget her,she is so nice and kind..that make me comfortable be in her side

When will i meet her again?tomorrow?nah! its not gonna happen. em.. i do hope i can see her again to claim the promise she gave.. well, maybe she has been married with other guy, even my message she didnt reply not at once.. Wind tell her that i miss her, and want to meet her once and fo all..

The hand of life

2008-05-14T20:45:00.000-07:00

The scars of sorrow in my heart
Cannot be removed or heal
wind that Kissing my face
Ripping my scars openly

Eyes that proved no emotion
Ears that stained By the word 'lie'
love that never become true
Everything messing my mind Now!

pains,hatred,anger
the most crucial moment
Sounds Of flute,tantalizing me
The howling of charming birds awaken me from my dreams

Face the reality of life
Life is so complicated
trying to reach the hands of life
The distance is too far from you
So keep trying,no matter what happen
only ourselves can decide our future.

Apa nak dikata bila tak ada muzik didunia?

2008-05-14T20:38:00.000-07:00

Boringnya hidupku bila ku tidak mendengar muzik setiap hari,muzik menceriakan hidupku,
Apatah lagi apabila aku dalam bad mood..tanpa muzik aku akan huilang arah tujuan,tidak pasti dimanakah arah yang ku tuju nanti..

Bila terkenangkan masa lampau dahulu yang aku tidak menyukai mana-mana muzik,smemangnya aku ketawa memikirkannya.Aku pernah mengatakan muzik itu hanyalah mainan sahaja,tidak ada apa-apa kebaikan.Namun sekarang tanggapan ku sudah berubah,ku merasakan muzik adalah teman wanita bagi memenuhi hidupku..

muzik

2008-05-13T05:13:00.000-07:00

Musik yang wandy minat agak berbeza sedikit,kerana muzik yang dy minati itu merupakan muzik yang dapat mempengaruhi jiwa kita..Dy sememang minat muzik begini,bukannya menganjung mereka.Ini adalah dy meminati muzik yang terhasil oleh mereka,apatah lagi muzik itu beralun merdu seperti "symphonic".Dy juga suka mendengar bunyi lead guitar yang menyerlah apatah lagi alunan bunyi guitar tersebut dihasiljkan dengan laju sekali.Drum beat yang laju dan power juga menyebabkan dy meminati muzik-muzik yang berunsur heavy.Dy meminati genre muzik seperti heavy metal,thrash metal,deathmetal,powermetal,metalcore,neo-classik metal dan sedikit black metal.

namun sekarang dy berusaha sedaya upaya untuk mengurang rasa minat dy terhdap black metal,kerana peranan muzik ini sangat jauh sekali menyimpang demgan ajaran agama.namun muzik yang terhasil daripada mereka adalah begitu mempesonkan hati dy dan dapat meyejukkan hati dy yang sedang dalam berduka cita.Dahulu dy mengakui muzik black metal ini kerana in adalah muzik pertama yang dy dengar melalui teman baik dy.pada mulanya dy tidak meminatinya kerana peranananya yang negatik tersebut.Banyak kali saya mengatakan kepada sahabat baik dy,yan gdy tidak mahu berkecimpung dengan muzik begini.Namun apabila teman dy mengatakan" engakau tidak bersalah meminati muzik begini asalkan engkau dapat mengawal diri supaya tida terpengaruh"

Hakikatnya,dy mulai meminati muzik begini,yang mana teman dy selalu menasihati suapaya berhati-hatiSekarang tumpuan dy terhadao muzik black metal sudah berkurangan dan dy sekarang terlampau meminati muzik deathmetal.Deathmetal,lebih baik daripada black metal,kerana kebanyakkan lyriknya tidak mengenai ketuhanan,tetapi kadang-kadang mengenai peperangan,kebencian,percintaan dan sebagainya.namun terdapat juga lyrik mengenai tuhan tetapi tidak terlampau semacam black metal tersebut.

Dy,anti kepada hip hop,dy tidak menyukainya.hip hop juga dapat mempengaruhi jiwa remaja sekarang melalui fesyen yang diperlihatkan yang boleh membwa unsur-unsur kelucuan.oleh sebab itu,remaja perlu tanamkan dalam diri supaya tidak muadah terpengaruh dengan muzik

Di antara band yang dy suka:

1] kalmah
2] cradle of filth
3]behemoth
4] trivium
5]children of bodom
6] arch enemy
7] eternal tears of sorrow
8] all that remains.

kalmah-heroes to us

2008-05-13T03:26:00.000-07:00

kalmah-heroes to us

Old prophet's land -a battlefieldOf non-believers in a violent rage
A declaration of human rights a pretext
For maintenance of a new world order
Above all written laws a growth concept

Created by the patriot of the civilized worldRearmament -Welfare stateDisarmament - Non-member state
Free market economy a consequenceOf military needs -loss of livesHuman rights activists political pawn in a game
Nothing Can they do without state subsidies
A gift of today`s worldHeroes to us,

heroes to us,
heroes to usHeroes to us,
heroes to us, heroes to us

Production at any priceAdmiration of those who earn
With blood on their hands
We will never learnA gift of today`s world

Heroes to us,
heroes to us, heroes to us
Heroes to us, heroes to us,

kalmah-hades lyrics

2008-05-13T03:17:00.000-07:00

Holding the candle in my arms
I'm kneeling down to the altar
Waiting the call from my master
Soon will weight my soul

In the final scale I see my remains
Red dying flower the pan falls downI see Anubis, ancient judge of fathers
Won't take my rose - falling awayInto hades

I have atomed
Now I'm waitingWaiting the callChance to reborn

Crawling on the ground darkness aroundSearching for the light that guides me home
Into my cosmic face never shines the day
Cannot reach out - prisoner of godsIn hades
Turn into blood
Rage of sin
Turn into blood
This is hades

the eyes of despair

2008-05-12T17:54:00.000-07:00

angar I can see the eyes of despair
I can see the hopes of withering hearts
For much I know I’m in distress
Happiness dies in my hands

The colors of rainbow during sunset
I see my past in my Tv palm
Scars that never regret, hopes that never happen
The only remains in me is your apparition of sorrow

Now, I can hear you calling
My soul is crying upon losing you
Day and night I always dream about you
Most likely you stretched your hands wanting me to come over you

I kept dreaming that Orpheus playing his guitar at Elysium
My ears haunted by the unknown voices of soprano
In the beautiful garden where beautiful flying around
I see you waving at me
Your weeping tantalizing openly but the barriers between us awaken me from my dreams

Every time the rains falling down
I see your silhouette crying behind the shadow of rains
Watching you there my eyes are bleeding in distress

Sorry,I cant join you at he other world
Memories of you may not wipe out
For one sure the wishing luck will spill from my mouth everyday for you.

Pesona cinta

2008-05-12T17:50:00.001-07:00

Bayang-bayangmu berlalui pergi
Meninggalkan diriku yang kerap kali menuggu
Cerita pencintaan kita terukir di sebalik batu
Jauh di dalam hatiku hanya kamu melembutkan hatiku

Aku cinta padamu
Aku rindu padamu
Lafaz yang ku ungkap imni tidak pernah hilang
Awan putih bermian di atas kepalamu
Mengukir raut wajahmu yang ayu
Hatiku lembut dibuai kenangan indah bersamamu

Di mataku, kau bagaikan bidadari
Cahaya matamu bersinar bagaiakan matahari
Menjernihkan cinta kita dengan kata-kata manis
Perlukannmu membawa diriku kea rah kehidupan yang penuh bermakna

Bintang berkicau di malam hari
Seruling di mainkan begitu mendsayu bunyinya
Dengan alunan muzik sentimental
Bayu yang memberi seribu makna kepada percintaan kami
Mencerahkan malam yang begitu gelap dengan kata-kata cinta
Aku ukir namamu di sebalik pohon yangh menjadi saksi

Aku begitu sayang padamu
Aku begitu cinta padamu
Aku begitu rindu padamau
Ciuman cahaya yang matahari yang panas menjilat mukaku
Tidaklah sehangat mana cintaku kepadamu

Mia….

Mia…
Kaulah segala-galanya
Pemusnah segala keresahannku
Namamu tetap bersarang di dalam jiwaku
Kau adalah satu dalam sejuta

mia...
Biar bulan dan bumi menjadi saksi
Cinta kita berdua tidak dapat di pisahkan Dua hati sudah berkenan,hanya menunggu masa yang sesuai menuju kearah kehidupan

sahabat....

2008-05-11T17:13:00.000-07:00

Buat sahabat yang di cintai,terima puisi ini:

Di dalam hati ini terukir nama kamu
Di dalam sanubari, terbuka perasaan ini
hanya untuk kamu semua

sahabat
tanpamu Hidup tidak akan berjalan lancar
Tanpamu aku hilang arah
sahabat
kaulah cahaya yang menyinari hidupku yang gelita
ku menyayangimu sepenuh hatiku bagaikan bulan dan bintang menyinari kegelapan malam

sahabat
permulaan detik persahabatan kita sudah genap setahun
namun detik itu akan berakhir pada tahun ini
namun kenangan bersama tidak akan luput di dalam hatiku
Daun-daun, pokok-pokok berterbangan, menjadi saksi persahabatan kita semua

Itulah sahabat yang berkekalan dan tidak akan pernah hancur..

children of bodom

2008-05-09T23:11:00.000-07:00

Yeah.. I love laiho....

shall you die

2008-05-08T00:08:00.000-07:00

Fought for freedom and truth
Step aside on the bloodfield night
Awakened the dead warrior
Carved the word 'glory' on the sky

World nothing but a warfield
One fallen and others survive
Compete for the success
Or burried yourself in the cave of blazing fire

I live in the mirror but you live in this ageing world
You die in fame but i die as a blacksheep

My fate carved on the stone of God
It said;

"You just a dying moth"
"Searchin' for the light of life"
"Shall you remain or shall you die?"

Tears Keep Fallin' down

2008-05-07T23:57:00.000-07:00

Die.........
Bloody tears ripping the eyes
No heart, no soul, cold-blooded reign me
Into this night, the world shall be mine
I live with dark bride by my side

Oh! what the shit!!
I know i try to live
But this bleeding heart awaken the beast inside me

Tomorrow will be the same
Be on your side till the end of life
You control me but i can't control you

Forever until hell freezes over
You carved scars in my heart
I perished as you embrace me
Vanished the spark of sins i've done

jIMI HENDRIX BEST GUITAR SOLO-woodstock

2008-05-02T23:14:00.000-07:00

MARTIN VON TREPKA

2008-05-02T23:12:00.000-07:00

No more love

2008-05-02T22:50:00.000-07:00

Im stuck in the middle and seeing u hurt

and know that you love him and you wanna make it work

This picture show how much i love you

This life is just killing me

Tearing my soul apart

No glory and happiness within me

Only this word stuck in me

The word is:

" Being love is not easy.Look forward to better life is just waiting a cock to lay an eggs'

fallen

2008-05-02T22:38:00.000-07:00

I love you no matter what happen
seem i far away from you
your love is fading in the abyss
Lie in the soul of fallen enemies

take this love

2008-05-01T02:31:00.000-07:00

I love you but you take this life
No matter how try i get rid off my mind from you
It keeps haunting me
hunting for you,your love and caring..

galneryus-the last farewell

2008-04-20T23:47:00.000-07:00

daath-subterfuge

2008-04-20T23:45:00.001-07:00

children of bodom- downfall

2008-04-20T23:42:00.001-07:00

behemoth- slaves shall serves

2008-04-20T23:36:00.000-07:00

geography terminology

2008-04-20T23:25:00.000-07:00

marine erosion processes

Hydraulic action is a form of mechanical weathering caused by the force of moving water currents rushing into a crack in the rockface. The water compresses the air in the crack, pushing it right to the back. As the wave retreats, the highly pressurised air is suddenly released with explosive force, capable of chipping away the rockface over time. Thus, the crack is gradually widened so the amount of compressed air increases, and hence the explosive force of its release increases. Thus, the problem intensifies (a 'positive feedback' system). Hydraulic action is essentially when waves crash against the cliffs, air is trapped in cracks and compressed. Air is forced further into crevasses. As it is released by the retreating wave, it draws out loose stones.

Abrasion is mechanical scraping of a rock surface by friction between rocks and moving particles during their transport in wind, glacier, waves, gravity or running water, after friction the moving particles dislodge loose and weak debris from the side of the rock, these particles can be dissolved in the water source.

The intensity of abrasion depends on the hardness, concentration

Coral reefs are aragonite structures produced by living organisms, found in shallow, tropical marine waters with little to no nutrients in the water. High nutrient levels such as those found in runoff from agricultural areas can harm the reef by encouraging the growth of algae.[1] In most reefs, the predominant organisms are stony corals, colonial cnidarians that secrete an exoskeleton of calcium carbonate. The accumulation of skeletal material, broken and piled up by wave action and bioeroders, produces a massive calcareous formation that supports the living corals and a great variety of other animal and plant life. Although corals are found both in temperate and tropical waters, reefs are formed only in a zone extending at most from 30°N to 30°S of the equator.

the legacy

2008-04-20T01:17:00.001-07:00

Thunder breaks the night
Raping the souls of human
Massive carnage of mankind
Blessing the shadow of fear
666 spawn from bloodred darken sky
Chaos take an action
He saw his shadow shivering
As he walk through the night

The legacy of darkness rise in he
He took control of his own emotion
His eyes glow like the thunderous lightning
Watching his enemies dying
Laughning again and again
He pushed a button to live
For forgiveness he wait to be cleanse from sins
As raven bride staring his eyes
Now he vanish from the world peacefully
The legacy of being supreme,devilish,cold hearted buried along with him.

Eternity

2008-04-19T20:28:00.001-07:00

She gnawing my soul
Im broken into thousand pieces
My life scattered over the wind
Without destination i flew over sun
Landed in the abyss of darkness

I cannnot kill the time
Nor neither i can kill myself
For i walked in the dark
I face darkness in fear
Silhouete of mine shivering
Shall time must perished?
or blessed with enternity

Vanishing the hope

2008-04-19T20:07:00.000-07:00

The raining blood vanished the spark of hope
The hidden power of beauty and lust
Forever reveal the supremacy of darkness
666 born in berserk state
Slaying the mindless creature in this world

The dire memories still in his heart
Hatred,remorseless,headstrong
Gnawing his soul
Leaving his dark secret live with him

Behemoth

2008-03-26T03:53:00.001-07:00

Behemoth is a polish blackened death metal band.They also one of most influenced band also considered as important role in producing polish extreme metal underground alongside with vader,decapitated,vesania and hate.The current members arb Adam Nergal Darski,Tomasz Orion Wrblewski,Zibgniew Robert Inferno,promiski,Patryk Dominik Seth and Sztyber.

There are formed in the year 1991 and still active.Lyrics were wrote by lead vocalist Nergal and krzystztol Azarawicz.Before Behemoth played traditional black metal with heathen lyrics content but soon change to occult and thelemic themes.Behemoth along with Marily manson may have been banned from playing in their native country poland.The all polish committee for defense against sects in july 2007 distributed a list of bands to many polish officials that allegedly however Behemoth still allowed to play in poland,but the band provoked further controversy in february 2008 when official complaint on bible tearing incident on behalf of frnntman nergal.

Im afraid of this band,the lyrics are brutal and contain satanic or anti religion.It is against my religion,but i still like it and try myself not so influenced in these kind of music genre

children of bodom

2008-03-26T02:11:00.000-07:00

children of bodom also melodic death metal and power metal in finland,espoo.They name are derived from lake Bodom murders.The members are alexi wildchild laiho,Roope latvala,Janne wirman,Henka seppala,Jaska Raatikainen while the former members are Alexander kuoppala,jani pirisjoki and samuli miethinen. Alexi laiho is my favourite guitarist among others,why?he good..has fast fingers.hehe..also his voice great.He also one of guitarist for Sinergy.He should be the top ten guitarist probably no.1,haha..kiding.Jimi hendrix and jimmy page are no.1..Children of bodom also release their album this year called as Blooddrunk.The following track are:

1]"Hellhounds on My Trail" – 3:58
2]Blooddrunk" – 4:05
3]"LoBodomy" – 4:24
4]"One Day You Will Cry" – 4:05
5]"Smile Pretty for the Devil" – 3:54
6"Tie My Rope"– 4:14
7"Done With Everything, Die for Nothing" – 3:29
8]"Banned from Heaven" – 5:05
9]"Roadkill Morning" – 3:32

i really like their song downfall from their older album and also roadkill morning

kalmah....

2008-03-26T01:57:00.000-07:00

kalmah is one of my favourite deathmetal band from.The members are pekka kokko,Antti kokko,Marco snek,Timo lethinen and janne kusmin.Former members are altti vetelainen,petri sankala,pasi hitula and anssi seppanen.There are band from finland,Oulu.Kalmah's musical influence by melodic deathmetal,thrashmetal,and speed metal.By this 2nd April they release new album entitled for the revolution.The following tracks are:

1]For the Revolution
2]Dead Man's Shadow
3]Holy Symphony of War
4]Wings of Blackening
5]Ready for Salvation
g]Towards the Sky
7]Outremer
8]Coward
9]Like a Slave

Starcrossed

2008-02-04T01:44:00.001-08:00

A wanderer in time
comes strolling through my mind
it seems she lost her way
it seems she lost astray
the sun sets in her eyes
a lunar moon arise
her life all seems in vain
a mystery arcane

summers on the wane
my life it seems so frail descend again to the sombre fields of pain
winter on a rise ive held its cold inside through all my life
like a starcrossed winter child.

A warning silveye
a starless winter sky
no scent of morning dew
her tears all frozen through
this wanderer comes my way
all aeons so deep and wild
a starcrossed winter child

dusk creeping upon us
the dawn ne'r to appear
the nightfall weeps along thus
its the darkness that we fear
fall for me last angel
i'll fall for these as well
to the world we are only strangers like a winter chill in hell.

My little brother,you must change

2008-02-02T03:51:00.000-08:00

Can you help me how to make my little brother not so stubborn?I do hate my little brother eventhough i hate him but i still care about him.He doesnt obey what i said and ignorance is his passion.When i say a word not to do this and this,he just walk away somehow i hate his ignorance altitude.My parents also worried about him as we try ourbest to change him and thanks a lot he quite obey what have we say.I hope my little brother change his altitude and respect the eldest.

I love rocks and metal

2008-01-30T02:34:00.001-08:00

Who loves to listen to rock and heavy metal songs.I do love it,especially metal songs,why??Metal producing best music and the lyrics are so good,especially lyrics about war and experience in life.My greatest band i like is kalmah.

Kalmah plays associated with genre melodic deathmetal.All of the lyrics is about war,life and little bit hymn.Why kalmah is my top greatest band?Want to know?Ok..I tell you.Drummer of kalmah used to play more to power and thrash drum beat.The blast beat is awesome and tantalizing me to do as what the drummer did.One thing,i live lead rhythm produce by kalmah guitarist.It is so melodic.

Pembelajaran kita ini...

2008-01-30T02:06:00.001-08:00

Apakah pandangan kamu tentang belajar?Dy berpendapat learning is the most difficult task to do.Why??Dy berkata begitu kerana belajar ini kita perlu sabar dalam menambah ilmu pengetahuan kita.Seseorang mesti mempunyai kecekalan hati yang sangat kuat dan semangat yang padu dalam mengambil ilmu pengetahuan.Dy rasa diri dy ini tidaklah setabah mana.Dy selalu putus asa dalam mengambil ilmu pengetahuan itu lebih-lebih lagi dalam mata pelajar Matematik.

Memang dy tidak suka pada pelajaran itu.Dy merasa jemu belajar matematik sehingakan dy bertanggapan yang matematik itu memerah otak dy sekaligus membuatkan dy rasa bosan dan sakit kepala.Dy tidak menyukai matematik dari dy sekolah rendah hinggalah sekarang.Dy muak dengan matematik.Sampai jumpa lagi.

Fate of sadness

2008-01-30T01:26:00.000-08:00

I thinking about my fate
Are i am gonna break through this sadness
i look up at the moon of night
with a solemn smile
To Wait for you to come above me

You can sunk under the cave of fire
But try your best to make it cooler than what you thought
Serenades of angel cry that weeping under the red sea
Rise above me
Look into mirror now you can sea the true meaning of life.

what is love?

2008-01-26T23:41:00.000-08:00

what is love anyway?huh..i dont know exactly.love exist when two hearts meet kn?for me love can make two thing happen,either lovers have a happy life or sad life..it is good to be lovers as we can know how great being couple but to those who being reproach thought that love just a killer that slowly kill them.

Even me doesnt know either i have a girl friend or not.It is up to fate.

Talk about fate,being ignore by two girls are bad luck ka?huhu..i even know.

but sadist may understand it well..they have many expression

in almost everything especially about being alone

or being ignore in this world. i hope me not in state of sadist.

For all the sadist in this world,enjoy your life,you

can make it difference than you think.

Just try to make yourself happy..Bye2.

Till here..continue..hehe..

hidup itu biar....

2008-01-26T23:09:00.000-08:00

Hidup itu biarlah kita habiskan dengan sesuatu yang bermanfaat,andaikata kita akan berjaya dalam hidup kita

janganlah kita rosakkan hidup kita semata-mata kerana terpengaruh dengan kawan

mahupun pengaruh budaya barat yang mensesatkan.Hidup itu biarlah mengikut cara

yang betul dan sempurna.Tanamkanlah dalam hati bahawa amalan hidup yang sempurna

menjamin hidup kita ke arah yang lebih sempurna

Memang kita sedari sekarang pelbagai dugaan yang dapt merosakkan hidup kita,seperti amalan penyalahgunaan dadah.ini memang punca utama mengapa hidup seseorang terumbang ambing ibaratkan perahu di tengah lautan yang bergelora.Janganlah kita sekali-kali mencuba bagaimana hidup dalam kesesatan dan kegelapan andai kata kita akan menyesal di kemudian hari.

Hidup biar sederhana tetapi bahagia di sampaing keluarga.

sayangilah diri sendiri dan amalakanlah hidup yang betul dan sempurna

Cerita Benar

2007-10-01T00:54:00.000-07:00

Ada suatu hari seorang jejaka dan seorang perempuan yang cantik.Si jejaka ini cintakan perempuan itu dengan penuh perasaan hatinya walaupun bagi orang lain perempuan itu tidak secantik miss world, p ketulusan hatinya dan kecantikkan budi bahasanya membuatkan jejaka itu jatuh hati.

Setiap hari jejaka itu semakin payah kan mengawal perasaan cintanya.Hanya berpandukan doa dan sokogan dari teman-teman saja yang memberi dia semangat.Dia tidak mahu memberitahu Yang ia suka perempuan itu kerana ditakuti peristiwa hitam berlaku kembali.Tetapi sakit hati kerana memendam kan perasaan cintanya yang semakin mendalam itu.Berkali-kali jejaka tersebut hendak memberitahu perempuan itu yang ia cinta padanya tetapi banyak halangan yang menimpa yang tidak membolehkan jejaka itu memberitahu perasaan hatinya kepadanya.

Setidak-tidaknya jejaka itu menunggu masa yang sesuai untuk memberitahu perasaan hatinya,dia berharapa agar perempuan tersebut boleh menunggunya.Dia tidak mahu memberitahu isi hatinya dengan secara teran-terangan hanya secara sindiran ataupun secara sembunyi-sembunyi.jejaka tersebut tidak mahu kehilangan gadis yang dicintainya, dan dia berharap keputusan yang diberikan oleh gadis tersebut akan menyenangkan hatinya.

Seandainya dia berharap sesuatu yang menyenangkan hatinya bukannya yang menyakitkan hatinya.Hanya dengan bekalan doa sahaja yang dapat membantunya.

This story is about me and my friends firdaus.This is
the true story.My fate with him is same.hope we can
have better life in the future.

Assalammualaikum,hello there

2007-09-30T23:36:00.000-07:00

Hari raya tidak lagi lama menjelang.Selamat hari raya maaf zahir dan batin...Jangan tah kan main bedil tu,nanti celaka padahnya.Jgn ikutkan aku Yang main bedil tong gas, bagiku bedil tong gas lah paling besar bunyinya.haha.....:p.Bedil biasa bahapa nda kuat bunyinya...

Sebelum ku lupa selamat hari jadi maaf zahir dan batin 2 all muslim..Ucapan ne ku tujukan kepada Semua kawan-kawan ku yang msane mungkin sibuk menghiasi rumah masing-masing.Sekiranya ada salah silap tolong maafkan.If nda maafkan jangan tah, pa jua orang ane:'(

Bagi my friend yg hari jadi pada masa tu selamat hari jadi ah...Selamat hari jadi Ain...Baik hari jadi tym hari raya meriah jua tu.Ku bagi hadiah.... pa bisai ah.. jap,ku bagi cicak ja..haha..:p.Soey ah jgn marah..Selamat hari jadi yg ke 40 tahun..haha...Miss you so much ah...tym Hari raya insyallah ku dtg.miss you

SELAMAT HARI JADI FOR YOU AND SELAMAT HARI RAYA ALSO...HOPE YOU
SIHAT-SIHAT SAJA AND BAHAGIA SELALU.TEK K,MISS U...:P

Selamat Hari Raya....Selamat Hari Raya...semoga bahagia di Hari Raya ini.

Assalammualaikum,hello there

2007-09-30T22:36:00.000-07:00

Best Friend- i have many best friends both girls and boys.Really miss them coz kami sudah ada hala tuju masing-masing.Tetapi bila mengenangkan mereka,kadang kala sedih jua lah.For me they are my best friends.I just hope they will be fine and berjaya dalam hidup mereka.My best friends i hope you will miss me.One of them is mohd Firdaus, ia seorang teman yg baik..peramah n dapat menghiburkan hatiku yang sedih.P alangkah bahagianya kalau kami dapat berhubung selama-lamanya coz next year mayabe i will pindah rumah ke kawasan yang jauh daripada dia.
Fadhli...he also one of my best friend,next year will enter college.He also good friend always help me.Ia tu seoarng teman yang dulu selalu dengan aku, lepak-lepak, ketawa-ketawa dan bermain.Bila terkenangkan mereka ini membuatkan aku sedih and sometimes tears run down my face.

Firdaus hope you bawa sabar jgn tah kan depressed sulnya...i hope someday you can have your own partner.hopefully she likes you. I know your realtionship with c Rafeah tu, nda success p just bawa sabar ja.Your fate just same with me,maybe nasib ku lagi teruk daripada mu..aku ini bagaikan rama-rama yang hangus sayapnya terkena api.Hopeless..... Daus aku akan doakan kebahagiannmu..sama-sama kita mengharungi hidup ini dengan tabah.:'(

Qhaliq- My best friend, he really a cool guy with lot of usefull tips he can give me.Ia ne baik,suka tolong aku...Aku kan ikut sifatnya yang penuh dengan kesopanan itu.Sikapnya tu mengalahkan sikap ku. Ia Ne peramah...Btw tips nya tu akan selalu ku ikut, andainya tips mu 2 memang berkesan for me..Ia ne introduce me to the world of rock music.He change my life to better, for me life without music is boring.Thank you my friend, now days i love to listen rock music like metallica,children of bodom,cradle of filth,trivium,archenemy so on...i hope you can me my best friend..till the end i will miss you

Teacher...my best teacher is teacher tini.She awesome,bek,ska tolong studentnya.My teacher ne
len dari teacherku yg len..siuk d bawa ceta..pemurah n when she continue her studying in other institution,i really miss her, after all i consider her as my sister.hope she always happy.

I hope you all stay the same as i know before...hope so..Tek k my frend n teacher, Hope you all see my blog.

Poem

2007-09-26T02:46:00.000-07:00

She getting ignore me
Her love to me is slowly faded away
I dont want to lose her anymore
its acts as poison in my heart

I just want to love her
I never want to ignore her
but she....
How i'm supposed to do?
Can i try to forget her?
but it makes me crazy as i tried to froget her

She's my true love
She's my angel
Beautiful angel which God give to me....

Can someone rated this poem written by me.

i want to get your opinion

2007-09-26T02:41:00.000-07:00

i just want to know is it right to suffer because of love?do we must know the pain that of being ignore by our special friend,is it ok?For me i dont want to...Its so.....

Animation

2007-09-26T00:54:00.000-07:00

First of all, this blog were write by phoenix, chester,khai, b.a and h.j. This is not the real name but only a nickname.Together we wrote this blog to show that our expression about animation that affect our everday life.

PHOENIX SUGGESTION Animation is the best thing that we can watch in our life rather than playing games.It can make our mind relax from everyday's activities.Animation is the most magnificance art and it consists many design. The main character is awesome and the design is unique.Animation also have best opening and ending sound track. not finished yet......... Animation gives us lessons from its story. One of the animation that gives us lessons is NARUTO. From Naruto, we can get lesson about friendship. In Naruto story we can see friendship is important because friend can help us. The main character of Naruto, Uzumaki naruto has play an important role for saving his friend sasuke from being a bad person. Animation is part of my life and without animation my life is incomplete.

B.a suggestion My suggestion is a bit different from phoenix because i suggested that animation is an art that was express by the writer about experiences about his daily life. For example writer made animation about history in the past such as the history of nobunaga oda which was express the history of japan, Tokugawa era, Meji Era and so on. One animation that include in history of japan is SAMURAI X. It is the only animation that i like anda apart of that its story about a samurai that keep peace for the new generation after tokugawa era. Kenshin Himura, the main character of samurai x, before he is a slasher and slayer. He is known as Battousai because during tokugawa era he killed all his enemy including women and children.Now after tokugawa era, he quit to be a slayer and he devoted himself for keeping peace for the new generation to atone his sins. The lesson we can get from this is, although some people are bad, they will try to change themself to become good so never keep telling other people that he was bad.

Chester suggestions Animation is an interesting art. Some animation give many lessons that people realize. One of the best animation that i like and almost everyday that i watched is GUNDAM SEED. I like this animation because firstly it is about a high tech robot fighting for freedom and peace. It was describing that every country must always work together whether the situation goes bad or not. Secondly, it give a lesson never to give up although we failed once we don't know whether the second attempt will be failed, example last year i failed my o level exam and repeat but now i manage to go to the pra university school. That's how i like this animation because it give me a lesson never to give up. Lastly but not least animation is relaxing and it can keep us away from stress. Animation can produce talent for drawing in which in the future may some of them becoming an architecture.

Khai and H.J. suggestions
We like an animation that has a great graphic especially a 3D animation. One of animation that we like so much is Final Fantasy 7 and it's great. The story is also interesting because the graphic is great that consist of 3 dimension character and 3d awesome surrounding area.So we all suggested you to watch animation because animation is fun and we can get any motto from animation.